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Yume Kasai
28 January 2009 @ 08:57 am
So, another long day...

Christian came home yesterday, and... is sick. -___- After last week, with my dad in the hospital and all, great timing, eh? So now my dad has to walk around with a (surgeon/nurse/doctor/whatever) mask on so he doesn't get any germs. I'm thinking I'll probably do the same, though I do feel like I'm already coming down with something. My head hurts, my throat was a little sore, my nose is stuffy... >/

Annnd! In fun news I killed the car!!! :D Coming home last night I was so happy, and on my way out to the car... the remote to unlock it wouldn't work. (*arched eyebrow*) So I unlock it manually. Get in. Lock it manually. Try to start.... *mental FUCK, SHIT!*

...Apparently, I accidentally left the lights on. - _____ -; Now, I have never done this before, but I've witnessed it done before, so I was in a state of self-hatred. I blame the Grand Prix. I really do. Because hey, it has... AUTOMATIC LIGHTS. I can't count how many times since driving it I almost forgot to turn the Cavalier's off. >/ So I called mom, and of course she was in a foul mood, which ended in a bit of a spat, but her and my poor dad came up to give the car a jump. Unfortunately... that... didn't work. So, we had to leave the car there (in the NICE (<~ sarcasm) part of town) and will have to buy a new battery later to go put in it. I was really surprised though by how laid back about it my parents were though. My daddy was especially nice~ :3 I was so scared they were going to be breathing down my neck... but its not like I do this sort of thing... like... ever, so I guess that earned me some leeway.

I felt absolutely wrong though. As much as I was driving the Grand Prix lately, that Cavalier feels like my car, and I've got a lot of nice memories, you know? So leaving it where it was left... kinda made me uneasy. :/ It really is such a good car. >3 It warms up sooooo nicely! That damn Grand Prix takes FOREVER to warm up, even with its remote starter, and when I started driving the Cavalier again, I was like "hoshit! I forgot about that!" ^oo^ Its so nice. Even if the front axle isn't aligned right... and the breaks are in desperate need of replacement which my father has continually said (SINCE SUMMER) "Its fine~"


I wonder if he's secretly trying to kill at least ONE of us (me or my sister) in attempt to lessen his financial concerns... >.>;; (Heh, jk, jk.)

When I got home though I was exhausted. I really wanted to get online for an hour or so before sleeping, but Kerri jumped on having to do some homework she'd fallen behind on due to her sick child. v.v; So I went to lay down to wait... and ended up passing out. Dude, Dylan, when you called me, I was so fucking lost. So I'm sorry if I sounded like a drunken, rambling idiot, which I really felt like I did. I forgot/was too lazy to turn my light off and was sleeping with it on, which did nothing but add to my disorientation... And somehow was so exhausted I slept the WHOLE night with it on until around five when my alarm [which I'd forgotten to turn off] went off and I was like "...Oh shit... I fell asleep...", turned the light off, and rolled back over. >.>;

But, yeah. Today will be fun. Mom took the day off to take Christian to the doctor, so I'll get stuck with watching Jayden some more... Then after that dad and I will venture off into this frigid weather to get a battery and fix my baby. v.v I'll be glad to have it back in the driveway though. :3 I'm really kinda hoping school gets canceled tonight, though, but if its not, I guess I'll have to deal. :/ Guess we'll see.

And yay~!! pinkcurlsundone found a Ali x Nena video. Crazy, Japanese fucked-uped-ness... but... ALI X NENA!! WHOO! FOR THE WIN! >3 *spirits lifted, HP regained*
Emotion: dorkydorky
BGM: Clint Mansell - Requiem for the Dream
Yume Kasai
25 January 2009 @ 09:23 am

Soruen – INFP – The “Dreamer”
INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters. Their idealism is almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. INFPs have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honorable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. INFPs are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. They’re very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. INFPs are imaginative, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole.
Adjectives: loyal, selfless, patient, guarded, creative, adaptable, reserved, idealistic, with integrity

We actually just took the Myers-Briggs test in my class the other day, so these little things were posted with perfect timing. :D

Yay for G00 RPing. And double-yay for Ali x Nena. For serious. There's totally not enough fanart [aka NONE] of them... which kills. As I was discussing with pinkcurlsundone, I deduced the sad, but miserably true reason behind this, and that's because... Nena is not a guy. If she had been a guy, people would have been pairing the two of them up left and right. v.v;

This reminds me... I need to fix my mood theme... >3 Say goodbye to the kitties who've been here from the very beginning!! (Wow, its kinda sad...)
Emotion: predatorypredatory
BGM: Death in Vegas - Scorpio Rising
Yume Kasai
23 January 2009 @ 01:59 pm
Damn... I'm pretty surprised by that one. >D But I enjoy it, it makes me lol a lot. Putting the offenses under a tab since some of them could be considered 'offensive'.

The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it!
Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.
Title your response "My Bar Tab is$........"
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

Tee-hee, hee~~!Collapse )
Emotion: amusedamused
BGM: Jack's Mannequin - Kill the Messenger
Yume Kasai
23 January 2009 @ 01:56 am
It looks like my dad might be in the hospital for a little while...

My mom says what he has can actually be quite serious, and kills people.

Why does this keep happening to him?
Yume Kasai
22 January 2009 @ 10:29 am
Ugh, suffering this migraine for almost a day now... *head-desk* It keeps creeping slowly away, giving me false senses of hope, then crashes back making me feel sick and nauseous... ; A ; And of course it won't let me fall asleep with any measure of ease... so... v.v

I went to bed fairly early though, and ended up waking up at around 4:20 in the morning from this crazy/cute little dream I had, and felt compelled to actually get up, write it down, and doodle pictures. The writing thing sure, but I don't think I've ever actually gotten up, turned on the blinding light (with migraine, remember) and sat there painstakingly trying to draw the images from my dreams... but I did. For once though, I'm not going to ramble about the dream here because I'm going to be scanning the doodles later, as well as writing it out in one-shot form over at selfish_dreamer.

Information on the inevitable new character brought forth from the dream, though.Collapse )

In other news, I lost my license. Again. Second time in one week. That's horrible. I've never lost my license... like... ever... And now twice, and both times I discovered it I desperately needed them. The second time because the bookstore wouldn't, of course, accept my check without it, thus preventing me from purchasing necessary school materials. - _ - Gay. I'm sure its somewhere in my room, though... or at least, in the house.

Then again, my sister found my phone sitting in the driveway this morning. ; ~ ;'' Sat out there in the frigid cold ALL NIGHT, but was still, amazingly, working. Amazing even more because I know that alarm clock of mine had to have been going off for hours... >_<;;

Still it pisses me off, I always put my license right back in my pocket... I have no idea whats been wrong with me this week.

Its crazy how fast time has been flying by. Guess actually being busy does that, eh? School three days of the week, and plenty of other stuff going on at least two other days of the week... I think my anticipation for this coming Tuesday is really starting to gnaw at me though... I try to keep myself away from it, but I'm getting really nervous... When I think about it my stomach and body start that 'trembling' feeling... that... kind of... butterfly-in-the-stomach sensation in the worst kind of way.

Ah! I forgot, I need to go put money on my card so I can buy these adorable little Lockon [and hopefully Alle] figures~!!! * o * The way things are getting, I totally need to buy some sort of schedule planner or something... I never used to be busy when I had them, so they'd get tossed aside, or filled with extremely unimportant things ("Play Tales of the Abyss", "Watch Lost", "Call this person", "Homework" [note, that last one was typically ignored. ^ ^;;;]). Now though I keep forgetting what I have going on there gets to be enough of it. That, and I'm just not used to being busy. :/

Beh. I need to go take a nice warm shower, hopefully it'll relax me. Then I have to tear my room apart to find that damn license of mine. v.v;

But first! I must finish this post at Seraphic Essentia. *_*O *buries self in Gundam-loff*
Emotion: sicksick
BGM: Vacuum upstairs...
Yume Kasai
21 January 2009 @ 12:41 pm
...will now be found at selfish_dreamer, my old writing LJ that I've been sniffing and pawing at lately. So, in order to make this journal a little less chaotic... Icons, fanart spams, ficbits, and RL pictures will all be posted over thar. ^ . ~v
Emotion: discontentdiscontent
BGM: 30 Seconds to Mars - A Beautiful Lie
Yume Kasai
20 January 2009 @ 06:34 pm
Taking a break from the meme's for pictures~! Whew-hew~!

Quite image heavy.

Gundam 00Collapse )
Emotion: exhaustedexhausted
BGM: Hitomi Yaida - I Am
Yume Kasai
20 January 2009 @ 03:10 pm
This was a bit awkward/weird for me... And they never had a question for #13! D:
Pairing Meme.Collapse )

I actually filled this one out a couple of days ago...
An old one I found saved on my computer...Collapse )
Emotion: exhaustedexhausted
BGM: Jewel - Foolish Games
Yume Kasai
19 January 2009 @ 09:26 pm
I so completely forgot how much I love Lost....

Mmmmmmm.... Lost....
Emotion: anxiousanxious